Gelombang Kuning, Biru, Hijau.....

Yosh, been a while since i jotted anything down. Haven't been back to Dungun for... more than a month. Thank God i've a wonderful, patient, loving wife that understands that sacrifices are necessary to obtain happiness. Good thing she trusts me so.

Recently been doing some hectic work, negotiating, arguing and compromising... its good working with certain people who concentrate on delivering rather than muddling around personal dislikes. Thanks Mr. RM, you rock!!!

This past year, i've met, communicated and dealt with various PDA holders. Some with PDA4, PDA2 and some, both. For those unfamiliar with the terms, putting it simply, these are licenses as trade partners for Petronas, one for sales, one for bunkering. It has caught my attention that some rely solely on political connections, having NO money to purchase themselves (since Petco terms are CBD), but are arrogant. Really arrogant, the Malay term would be bodoh sombong. Almost had a fit dealing with XXX company. Seriously almost lost my temper. How arrogant can an imbecile be, not even knowing their own allocations, not knowing banking procedures, doing sloppy if not lousy work.... but demanding this and that from Buyer, wanting to expedite the process but they themselves wasted one whole week (due to stupidity). Argh!! Enough about that. Lets just say some Malays are useless, lousy and arrogant bastards.

Recently, the BERSIH rally went quite ok, considering the fact almost every entrance and exit was blocked by FRU's and SB's. It was said they were 10,000 strong but knowing the local mainstream medias oh so obvious bias, maybe more. It was a good strategy manipulating Yellow, the colour of royalty (more or less they way TDI & TR manipulated Tunku). Their aim was to submit a memorandum to our beloved Agong. This was achieved... but i doubt it'd bring any impact. This is Malaysia, where democracy is just a cover up for dictatorship.

You can find clippings in you tube. Don't worry, the scenes lacked violence, the police force are now much much more careful. Too many cases of abuse of power and police misconduct and brutality these past few years. I heard quite a number of policemen were present. Yes, it takes less police man to handle 10,000 people, than what it requires to handle 80,000 pigs (which not even one little piggy budged, but the fru's were chased away).

Again, shows how little respect the authorities have to their own countrymen. I've heard some interesting stuff debated during the UMNO picnic and get together. Some mentioned about subsidy, some about Islam hadhari, some talked about illegal immigrants. Most of them just came to enjoy the clubs and entertainment at night. All clubs, karaoke outlets were fully booked. Not surprising considering the old geezers, not to mention horny, show the true Malay spirit.

Ok, subsidy... more or less the message was;

"we should allocate subsidies only to those truly eligible"

direct translation;

"we should figure out more ways to utilise the subsidy delivery system to accommodate our political ambitions & mileage, and continue misusing it for our own personal benefit"

Yes dear Malaysians, subsidies, welfare, has always been a political tool. Transparency is just a myth. Proof? Well, ever heard of ANY mp or minister suggesting;

1. A database of PPRT owners
2. A database of subsidy receivers by an independent body
3. A database of welfare receivers also by an independent body
4. Subsidy diesel holders
5. Publicized and transparent contract awarding
6. Disclosing public interest multi million projects, to the public????

and a thousand more listings which never have and never will be done transparently. As Samy said, tarak suka duduk Malaysia, KELUAR LA! What bullshit coming from the mouth of a Minister.

Illegal immigrants. Not really an issue. Sabah, Kelantan, everywhere these people are welcome, given an IC, vote. Simple. Without foreign (legal or not) workers, i'd doubt KLCC would be finished, nor would hundreds of other projects. Long live Indonesians!!! Long live Burmese!!! Long live Bangladeshis! Long live everyone but not Malaysians.

Islam hadhari. Another myth some secular Malays so love. Pak Lah is Sheikh Badawi's son... despite his late father joining UMNO, he was considered a true Malay. Pak Lah? Shouting Islam Hadhari, bini tak pakai tudung. What a joke. When delegates from other fellow Muslim countries countries come by, we show the KLCC, Putrajaya, Cyberjaya, The Palace of The Golden Horses.... we never show the GENTING HIGHLANDS, G.A.B (the one besides federal highway), Lorong Haji Taib. "We want to make Malaysia as an example" they say. Yeah right, following an example of secularism, alcohol producing, prostitution promoting, gambling and corruption. Good for them. I wish them luck.

Recently a minister announced they were going to standardize the basal poverty line, or something. I do not understand the true nature of this suggestion, but if it involved setting a standard for what is defined as hardcore poor throughout Malaysia, i'd suggest someone shoot that minister. We cannot take numbers, divide it and assume it as accurate. Socioeconomic, geographic, financial environment, income generating programs, yadaydaydyadyayda must be considered as well. RM 500 in downtown Kuala Berang is NOT equivalent to RM 500 in Bukit Damansara.

50 years is way too long for a single party rule. I'd suggest the military declare martial law, execute corrupt office holders, and plan a new GE, just like Thailand did. Sure would be fun slouching on my couch, eating munchies and seeing live telecasts of executions. not being sadistic, its just that some poeple who rape, murder and sodomize our country deserve it.

The attitude of the current leaders is another thing. I pray to God that one day, i'd meet a fragile old and rotting ex minister or office holder on the street one day... definitely when they no longer have executive power... it sure would be fun cracking bones. think im evil? Think of it as payback for all the suffering they caused when they were in power. What i would do to them is nothing compared to what they did. Depa ingat bila dah tue and kononnya dah taubat people will forget??? Never. Not even when they burn in hell.

Owh, forgot to mention UMNO in my newly revised thesaurus means BACUL. Specially Khairy Jamaludin, the ever so strategic mastermind. He even masterminded his marriage. Very smart kid. I heard he was cocking a lot during the UMNO picnic, even angry about the BERSIH rally. Well, was wondering why he didn't come near the rally. Sure would be fun seeing the mobs beating him to a pulp. Definitely he'd be calling Daddy, daddy!!

Enuf for today.